Have you ever had an idea of something or someone, believed in it with every fiber of your being, in your heart, mind, body and soul from a virtual perspective, then when the moment presented itself to reality, your idea was just shattered to dust?
It was nothing like you had imagined it would be. You tried to find something in the midst to hold onto, but no matter how hard you tried there was nothing left of your idea to be found. You felt so lost and questioned every want and desire, loosing trust in yourself, unsure of what to believe in and even if there is a point to anything in your existence. A life time of pain, injustice and struggles that was thought to be buried floods back, overwhelming you.
The the numbness sets in and there is nothing…you bury your heart and soul, for how long you do not know. You don’t want to think, you don’t want to do. Your not sure if you will ever recover or even if you want to, but there is this one speck of dust buried deep inside of your very soul that refuses to let you go. Like a seed and you wonder can you really let yourself hope again, you’ve lost so many times…can you be reborn once again?
Little Girl Lost
Death she fears not
it is welcoming her
The shell she lives in
is but an empty space
Lost so very long ago
hiding behind the mask
Searching for what
she doesn’t know
Hope in the hour glass
is running out of time
In the darkness,
she watches, she listens
There is no light
she can’t find her way
Wishes don’t come true
in such a place
She learned a long time ago
best to be silent
The tears stopped
many moons ago
Each day falls
it is just a motion
She is but a shadow
in time
If you saw her
would you truly see her
The stars are calling
for her
Among the stars above
Look for her
Shining she will be
for all to see
No longer hidden
no more shadows, no more mask
She has finally awakened
to the task
She has found her place
at last
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